11/05/2010..
it used to be our anniversary..
i decided.
to patch up wif u fei.
my feelins for u.. i can still garantee tat its still as strong as last time.
after 5 months...
i've decided to..
pick up the courage..
and contact her...
i guess i was too late.. she's in somebody's arms right now..
still hoping that she would come back like how she used to do last time.
wad else can i still do for her.. in order to get her trust..
trust...
a short word.. but its so hard to obtain.
how i wish she would return to my arms agn..
and this time.. i wouldn't ever let go.
what ever the ans may be..
i will still love u fei..
at least..
i have no regret's
i blame my stubborn- ness
my selfish - ness.
i blame the times when i said that i've would change..
but failed to do so..
i took things for granted..
but after all..
after this lesson..
i learnt to treasure..
when we lost smth then we knw how to treasure.
but is it still early for us..?
can i still say this to u.
(i wanna work hard agn to live up to ur standard)
rmb.?
today..
ive gt her flower's..
like how i used to give her last time..
i didnt have a photo of it :(.
it feels like its the most beautiful of them all tat i had ever gave u..
just like you..
i still rmb u liked poker dots.. i specially picked them..
makes me feel tat our future is assured.. and beautiful..
and i m so confident in it..
..
walking home wif u..
it feels just like ..
last time...
i've been thinking
can i still walk thru this same place with u agn..
or is this kiss goodbye..
wadever the ans maybe..
ill always be thr for u..
even ill have to wait..
ill still wait..
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
这 是 不 是 命 运
对 我 的 惩 罚
爱 你 也 没 办 法
恨 你 也 没 办 法
陷 在 这 个漩 涡
只 想 挣 脱 它
拉 住 你 的 手
却 让 我 也 被 拖 下 .
你 的 眉 眼 说
你 不 渴 望 我 拥 抱
每 当 爱 变 成 了 煎 熬
你 就 开 始 要 逃.
你 爱 我 还 是 他
是 不 是 我 可 以 做 他 的 好 你 不 再 挣 扎 ,
爱 我 还 是 他
我 宁 愿 听 到 残 忍 的 回 答 也 不 要 再 被 耍
你 爱 我 还 是 他
我 为 你 找 了一 百 个 理 由 我 就 是 那 么 傻 .
Please keep the book well..
and stay happy always.