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Friday, May 7, 2010

1:54 PM

the moment i saw what was in the phone..
i was deeply disppointed...
makes me feel that the whole r/s.. was so fake..
how would i know when u are doing things behind my back..
suddenly i had lost so much trust in u..

to me..

the more i love you..
when u did something wrong to me..
i couldn't bear to take the pain...
so right now..
u can realise.. how much..
i love you..
and perhabs i was wrong...
i didnt gave u the security that u wanted.
but i swear to myself
i had nver ever...
did anything behind u...
sometimes i wish i would get drunk..

so do hate me or anything..
because sometimes i still wish... u were to explain ur feelins for doing these and nt the reasons..
i have chosen to let go...
but the real haoen u know...
dosent let go so easily..
i m still me..

even how much u cried in the phone..
or begged me back..
i still couldn't stand the pain...
the feeling is like being executed..

if u were to think of the times....
the times...
Nus.. n many many more..

u can know...
right now...
this haoen...
can he still able to do that agn?.

(proof to me how much u love me)
which i had proven it so many times.
i still haven forgotten a single thing..
its still so close in my heart..
05/01 was the proof i gaved...
i was ur everything...
and u were my everything...
if u ever think what happened behind...
on why i said u were my everything...

perhaps..

ur nt even reading this..
i m jus plainly...
being dumb.

yes friend..
i know i m stupid..
i know u guys hate me when i was with her..
maybe i wasnt a good friend..

&the beauty.

Daniel Liu (NYP)
Jiamin
Jiaping (NYP)
Catherine (NYP)
Amanda

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